The last update I made on this website was me trying to approach something I'd find cute and aesthetically appeasing, but what I didn't know was how time consumming it would turn to design it. And web design is not my forte, I may try to code a certain design but trying to create something by myself seems to demand a lot of me because I have an idea and translating it into an image is harder than coding itself. But I don't know, only something I thought rn and maybe this thought will change to something else as I keep on developing my abilities.
Anyway, thinking about this made me decide to change all of my website (again, yes) to something simpler and that I could maintain easily before I try to make anything more complicated at the moment ><' well, at least this is my little corner and I'm kind of free to try lots of things, right?
Here's a GIF I made of how it was! (phew)
I really liked how I made the navigation and homepage little boxes so I think I'll keep them hmhm
16.04.2025 - regretful of not buying a dvd
Hi human! I'm writing this mainly to test iframe tag and other things as I'm currently fixing/coding my blog page, but this is a good reason to write some other things too.
Last week I went to a store to look for a pendrive because I decided to install linux on my old laptop and learn how to use it, oddly I didn't find any but! they were selling dvds. How dumb I am as I should have bought it instead of thinking I would find a pendrive somewhere else, dvds are much cheaper!! Now it's been a week that I'm feeling extremely regretful LOL
Besides that, I've gone back to a moomin phase !!! and watching it on my spare time. Got it interrupted when yesterday I decided to start watching Gundam '79. I feel glad to start it at this age because idk if i would appreciate it enough before.
The next blog/update should be when I finish coding the first definitive version of this little space. See you!
01.04.2025 - yapyapyap
Hello humans~ It's been... 6 months than I don't update here. Main reason would be university but at the same time I'm so lazy ><' I know I should be practicing more webdev but there's a lot in my mind that makes me not focus on many things. Like I thought a lot about creating content, perhaps as video, about arts and crafts, and even some cozy minecraft gameplay but I didn't get to do it consistently? I dont know if that's a problem i have developed since high school, to not finish projects or even start some project, and when i finally do it i dont do it for long... In the end, everything i do seems half ass. Even speaking about uni, 'cause most of the times I feel like I lack of coding projects and anything that I could show to people so they know what i'm doing (and maybe get me a job? :p) I lack consistency (out of this context, even my mom told me that) What should I do to improve? T_T I definitely don't want to think like that, but lately there's a thought in my head if I'm doing the right thing or if I will be able to succeed (profissionally speaking)...
Anyway,,, The topic I've been researching and thinking a lot about lately is 'dumbphone' or decentralizing smartphone. I like to see what people post on r/dumbphones, mainly their EDC(Everyday Carry). For the past few months my screen time (at least smartphone wise) has decreased a lot, I would still like to decrease it more but spending around 2 hours per day seems like something good. As apps like instagram are time-limited, I noticed that i started to doomscroll on youtube, even when i'm using my pc, so I've been trying to actively stop scrolling. There's a lot of interesting and useful content we find on the internet, but how much of it is really useful to us or even if we are in fact getting that information wired in our brains. As Luvstarkei said in his video, its like we feel we have to fill our brains by looking at things, at content, but when we stop doing that I guess we can feel more connected to ourselves and the world around us. We can think more clearly, even feel more clearly. A lot of times I would be scrolling while eating, and when i didnt do that i would feel impatient. Thats horrible. Something that I only recently did was block all apps on my phone when its 9PM so its impossible for me to scroll before sleeping AND I've been putting my phone far from my bed lol how much we get addicted to a small screen..
I think the idea of being a tech student while doing this movement to decrease excessive technologies in my life is cool. I do want as a professional to know, research, study, get involved in technology, but as a person I want to distance myself from it most of the time. Maybe not distancing from the technology but having more autonomy? more intentionality? What I find difficult to change into a dumbphone is because all people here communicate through whatsapp, even voice calls are made through it and not on the normal phone application, which make it a lot hard to simply abandon that message app. But thats not something impossible, maybe I will end getting a dumbphone or dumbfying my phone.
23.09.2024 - new computer!
Hello humans! Updating sooner than I presumed.
For some 8 years I used the same laptop and even though it helped me a lot, it was time to upgrade. So I decided to buy a computer (after 15 years not owning one), a simple one but a great difference comparing to my old laptop that was suffering a lot from lag (even playing Stardew wasn't going smooth). Opening vscode was so bad before, now it goes so smooth that I can't even imagine how would it be if I had a greater computer. Anyways, as I'm short on money, updating any hardware stuff will take some time, but I plan to update my laptop later. I'm really interested in learning how to use Linux so maybe I can change its OS to linux too.
15.09.2024 - thinking thinking
I seem to take a long time to update here. At first I thought about creating all the icons while coding, but I realized it would take a long time. Perhaps coding and making the structure first so I could visualize phisically would be better for me to eventually create all the arts and stuff. Trying to simplify the process as I tend to difficultate things lol I don't remember exactly when, but I came across this article about homepages. It made me curious about how we, users of the worldwideweb, had more autonomy in creation and even in ocuppying spaces compared to this era of social medias. We are everywhere but nowhere at the same time. It's been more than 2 weeks ex-twitter is dead in my country, so 2 weeks that I've been using only ig or tumblr, but they are pretty different from twitter or bsky. Not surprisingly, it's doing great to my mental health.
21.08.2024 - first blog post (i guess)
I was organizing my notion page when I found the goals I've written almost one year ago. One of the goals was to start a degree in IT field. It was so satisfying to check the box because I finally accomplished it. But lately I've been thinking about how I didn't tell my friends and even family, besides my mom and brother, about that. I haven't celebrated it. Because of that, I decided to register here! YEY. If I think about it, I'm so happy. I've been wanting it so much for the past months. That wasn't something I decided out of nowhere, but at some point, I found that being a developer could be a career I can follow. I made plans of trying to enroll into a public university (which is the best option in my country), and watching my plans being achieved is so good. I can't give up now.
